Click, click, round, round, “Lord I hate this sound!”…

As my body lays prostrate on the cold sterile table. Lay still they say pushing that button that moves me into the chamber

Click, click, round, round, lay real still now. We need to get good images

Breathing deep as I am a tad claustrophobic (okay a lot). Encased in this nerve racking machine (pun intended)

No coffee in my body, shampoo in my hair, and not a scent on my body. I pray you are all spared (no deodorant too ewe)

My vulnerability as I lay their in gown with some of my body not covered. Health issues rage within my body 

Prayers quietly unto the Lord, let the noises above be not even heard. May I drift off into a dreamland

A few images without contrast, then IV in place. Icky I really hate this stuff. The warm surge through my body. It is an instant anxiety boost 

Not today Lord, be right there with me. Robe me in your warmth Lord, and may my anxieties disappear

Doctors are my least favorite people. I am always nice, but I always think twice about canceling the appointment. Husband loves me so he says he is making me go. Pish posh…he loves me ❤yet he says I must go what a blow💏

Psh!! So here is to one more go round in that tube injected with contrast. Let me smile, even though I want to punch them (kidding or am I)

Lord relieve me this very minute of everything that riddles my heart. Panicked! I lay it all at your feet, and when I enter that tunnel let it all dwindle away…

An hour and a half is a long time, let it seem as only minutes have passed when they say okay you’re done🕐, and I can leave praising you the son

May the click, click, round, round actually be of that of a reliveing sound, this is now what I pray as I am on my way…wait is to late to cancel (kidding) *sigh*

I cast all my cares upon You
I lay all of y burdens
Down at Your feet
And any time I don’t know what to do
I will cast all my cares upon You


Word Prompt: Relieved

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Lisa Ralph, Cries from an unkempt garden

I write to tell my story of how I overcame self affliction, and great despair in this life. For I write to share the death to self that took place. That I may Glorify God in all I do. May my writings be a refelction of freedom, for I am no longer in captivity of self. May they be warm, and inviting. For I write because God has given me words that drip from my mouth to be seen.

17 thoughts on “Click, click, round, round, “Lord I hate this sound!”…”

  1. It’s not fun in that chamber! I’m glad you got it through, now pray for the result! I have to do the CT scan with and without contrast once a year to monitor my cancer. It’s been 7 1/2 years. Two years ago I started having allergic reaction, itchy from head to toes, has to pre-medicated.

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    1. I had a terrible reaction to it myself yesterday. It was a long day. I have many severe medication allergies. It is always a worry of mine. I were medical ID bracket for Eplilepsy and Medication allergies. Almost died from an Antibiotic in 2002. Closed off airways in 5 mins of taking it. My head grew bigger than a basketball, and body began shutting down. Had severe anxiety issues after that experience. So needless to say I may not post today. Still feeling pretty crummy.

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      1. 😂😂 you are on for this evening! Yeah, is rather a beach fusion. I thought it was some technical name. Neck fusion sounds a bit more medical now I think about it and significantly less fun 😐

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