Creation! Your blood runs through me…


A miracle inside me, creation upon conception. My perception at 22 was this is odd(there is a tiny human inside me). It felt more like an alien life form, when you kicked from within. How grand our creators plan. Creation!

My belly moves from within. I was phat, P-H-A-T!Tiny imprints feet, and hands. Tightly wrapped upon my heart. From that very moment, the start. Creation! 

You both had names from the get go. No she/he. It was Brie Faith, and Elias Kenneth. My blood runs through you. Creation! 

Nine months inside my womb. Held dear to you. You ate what I ate. I was given broccoli upon the news (ewe)! I took very good care of you. Nurturing the tiny peoples you were inside of me. Creation!

You were chosen by the Lord to be attached to me by umbilical cord. Creation from the moment of conception. I could feel you. My waistline felt you too. All sorts of Ice Cream I could dish. No one told me different back then. I gained 15 pounds in 1 month. Too much junk. They apparently have education on that now. Oh well I was like a weeble wobble, tap my shoulder and I might have toppled over. Short, and jolly pregnant with you. Creation!  

You were chosen for me, and I was chosen for you. My blood runs through you. Creation!

What began the change of life at the young age of 22, can’t believe you are coming on 21, and little Eli will 19 in 3 weeks. Eeek. Creation! 

Can’t get back any years, so I marvel in the miracle that you began as these tiny creations upon conception. That in but a moment, was the beginning of the miracle that you both are today. Conception is such a beautiful thing. For that moment I would not change a thing. Creation!

Pee on stick to convince the rest, my life test had already begun. For tiny fetus dependant on me resided within in me. Proof of life you got it, it turned blue. The day our lives changed forever grand. I stand in awe at creations hand. Creation! 

You were chosen for me, and I was chosen for you. Your blood runs through me. Put the broccoli down, it makes me gag. I am certain they are wanting ice cream. 

9 months later, bursting blinded by the light to be part of the world. Life outside of the womb. Mom was right there to nurture you. Tear stained face (me), perfect face (you). What was you, and the tiny person you became at the instant of conception. 22 months separate each birth. 

You were chosen for me, and I was chosen for you. My blood runs through you. Creation!! 

I love you both unconditionally, from the moment of conception a love no one take. Creation!

Psalm 139:13

For you created my inmost being; knit me together inside of my mother’s womb.   
     

Word Prompt: Create

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Lisa Ralph, Cries from an unkempt garden

I write to tell my story of how I overcame self affliction, and great despair in this life. For I write to share the death to self that took place. That I may Glorify God in all I do. May my writings be a refelction of freedom, for I am no longer in captivity of self. May they be warm, and inviting. For I write because God has given me words that drip from my mouth to be seen.

21 thoughts on “Creation! Your blood runs through me…”

  1. Beautifully written! Touched by your writings! Find myself thinking about all of our lives! Yes creation, children, teenagers, young adults, adults!

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    1. Thank you so much! I pray my daughter can come out of all this brokeness & remember whom she comes from God first and foremost. Also here extroverted, goofy self comes from me. She is an extroverted very intelligent, beautiful young woman. I want her to realize she was chosen by God to this family. Even with all the leaky cracks. The best part is if we can cling to God He will fill every hole. No more seeping. It reminds me of that part on Vaction on the dam tour. When Chevy Chase goes down to the bottom, and there are holes everywhere. He tries filling them with chewing gum, his hands, and feet. We don’t have to go to that extreme. God can fill those gaping holes. I pray as she is almost 21 these realities will be met as she begins to figure out this mess of a life herself. Without God we are nothing. Anyways always a lot in me. Writing has always been by best avenue for realease. Thank you for taking time to comment, and read. They are my babies, and always will be. ❤

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    1. Whoa. I take that has the highest of compliments. It came from the very depths of me. It is strange watching your children go from that little to Adulting. I am blessed to have had God chose them for me. Even in all the craziness we have had. Motherhood is a precious gift. Thank you for your kind words, and for reading!!

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    1. Thank you it came from the very depths of my soul. My son turns 19 on July 8th. It is hard to believe. Where time has went. Also all that life brought with it after they were born. All for reason. Just wish it could have been more a fairy tale life not strife. God knows all though. It is purposed for something greater than I can see. ❤🌸

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