Bicycle, Bicycle

Just one of those days you write. I have had a rough week riddled with seizures. I fall a lot just at the drop of a hat, my medicine keeps getting upped. No resolve yet. In his perfect timing, and will. 

Epilepsy is very hard on the keeper of the illness, but as well as the spouse. There are days I want to put my hands up, and say I am such a burden. It sucks!!  

So Linda said do whatever with the SOSC prompt: admit. So write again. 

So I must admit this Epilepsy is such a struggle. I miss working, and I really really miss my bike. This time last year, I was already tone from riding hard. I was learning new things about riding, and I just want to ride. Riding was my release!! 

Yesterday was really hard with many tears, and crying out to Jesus. My husband is so sweet spirited. He brought me home the perfectly suited card for me…

I will spare you all the mushy writing inside. He is such a spirit lifter, and brightens my days. 

With all this said I admit I am struggling to exist without my favorites of life, my bike being one so I leave you all with this. Lord fall fresh on me…

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Queen, Bicycle

SOCS Prompt: Admit

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Author: Lisa O'Day, Cries from an unkempt garden

I write to tell my story of how I overcame self affliction, and great despair in this life. For I write to share the death to self that took place. That I may Glorify God in all I do. May my writings be a refelction of freedom, for I am no longer in captivity of self. May they be warm, and inviting. For I write because God has given me words that drip from my mouth to be seen.

7 thoughts on “Bicycle, Bicycle”

  1. How about riding a stationary bike with your eyes closed while listening to a guided meditation about being outside? I know it’s not the same, but it might be something…

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